Wednesday, August 19, 2009

agh.

Fuck.


fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.


why now?
why is all this shit happening now?

everything is just collapsing around me right now, and i feel selfish for making this about myself but i just..idk

i mean :(

no oral
no babushka

and i wasted so much time with people who didnt even care about me and now the ones that actually did a little bit are getting up and going somewhere better, and i cant do that and i wish i could so badly

ok, i cant believe you at all, i've never once done anything to you for you to do this and i know "thats just what your like" but that is bollox, cuz your still fucking about with people you hate.

and YOU.
YOU WILL NEVER EVER EVER STOP BEING A DIRTY STUPID GOBSHITE.
EVER.

and why i even wasted my time with you i will never know
you gigantic waste of a year.

i would seriously love to beat you in the head, for causing all this fucking mess and making everyone feel so crap and they didnt even deserve it, and its your fault

wtf.. i mean, you're talking AT me, you don't even care and you're not even bothered, why do you bother? to feel good about yourself? am i your ego booster? the fact you need friends to boost your ego is pathetic


this has put everything in perspective

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