Wednesday, September 30, 2009

yo new follower

i wish i had a house boat
to sail away for days
and nobody would know
because i would never say

i wish i had a house boat
so i wouldnt have no bills
and all id have to worry for
is following the wind

if i had a house boat,
id make tea out of a jug
that id heat up on a flame
and i'd make you your own mug

we'd go sailing, in the deep blue sea
to see what we could, see see see
but i just hope when we sail back home,
you'll keep all of our memories and never let them go

if i had a house boat,
i'd move from place to place
i'd write down every name,
and remember every face

someday i'll have a house boat
i'll take you on a trip
i'll need no tap for water,
so my tap will never drip.


they did nothing but give me belly aches.

so now im back on a normal teenage girl diet of trying to be healthy but then chucking in a few packets of noodles and some chocolate....until november.
for november and december i will be living on a diet of 7up free,diet coke, wholegrain toast WITHOUT BUTTER. or butter once a day. tea with sweeteners. and whatever mammy black gives me for dinner.
but its basically fluids and healthy healthy food from november onwards.
and i found lots of special k 99 calorie snack things today.

but until then


i get to be Roxie Hart.

i get to sing the song and do the monologue...and


Saturday, September 26, 2009

Hotpress- the on off. VOTE.

i went to a lovely musicfest thing today.

i got high on life and danced and went to questionable toilet cubicles to change into my tights when it got cold.

a band threw our some tshirts they made and they were all white except one pink one, and one of the band members requested that i got the pink one, so i felt like a rockstar.

the Fontanels are amazing.

overpriced subway which i didnt have because in every six inch sub theres as much salt as 12 packets of ready salted crisps.

i had half a packet of yummy chips instead, there were lots of little crispy ones.


Wednesday, September 23, 2009

if you wanted to hit anybody in the world, who would it be?

cant wait for saturday!
weird outdoor musicfest thing.

dorothy gale will be there.

20 euro but still..
i cant tell if i'm getting skinnier or not?

i have to look hot.
like majorly.
its hard but i can try.

i'd want to hit a girl i know.


Sunday, September 20, 2009

day 1.

ok, so its the first day :D

and so far i've had..

1 bit of garlic bread (my one bad thing today)

prawn stirfry! it was so yum :)
didnt have much but it really filled me up, and i think the packet of noodles said low fat?

and for breakfast..i had tea and something else..
i think
i actually cant remember if i had breakfast.
i dont usually eat breakfast on weekends anyways, i'm never hungry when i get up!

and i've already had my 2 tab things.

the thing also said i should avoid eating 3-4 hours before bed, which is kinda common knowledge but anyways. and it says in bold capitals DO NOT TAKE BEFORE GOING TO BED. so i better not :L

fingers crossed!



time for Diet Watch

so last night i had lots of bad food, but considering it was the last night i thought it acceptable, and i didnt have much else to eat that day, so these are weird supplement things that kinda taste like black tea, i think thats cuz theres caffeine in them?

i'm hoping i actually lose weight from the places i want to lose weight from, like my hips and legs and stuff, so i'll have to excercise a bit too methinks...

i'm excited :)

My family ruined my lie-in this morning.
i have these amazing blinds that are black and just cut out all the light so it feels like its still nightime, so i wanted to just lie and listen to kings of leon and drift in between sleep and conciousness, but oh no, my family has other mundane demands.
so as you can guess it didnt work out so well cuz i'm online right now.
listening to She&Him.



Saturday, September 19, 2009


Holland and Barret fat metaboliser tablets are here!

i saw lots of skinny models today.

my self esteem hurts.


Friday, September 18, 2009



so i was having a dead skinny day, i mean, i ate barely anything, then socialising ruined it.
amazing strawberry cheescake ice cream, discount chocolate, crisps, free bagels and slushis....



Saturday, September 12, 2009

i think its funny. its not meant to be a good poem. x

i've come to wonder why the only one i trust
has a hard drive for a soul, and does virus scans for fun

and i wish i had a reason, just to smile and say hello
but i dont think i'm a person that you'd ever want to know

you fit exactly right, from head to hips to feet
and i think that its a shame that we'll never really meet.

If only it wasnt for those pesky several years
i'd tell you all my hopes, and tell you all my fears

because i think we'd click so well, and stick like no more nails
but your smart and artsy cool, and i'm an epic fail.

we could sit and talk and laugh, and have superior taste
while everyone around us is of a simply lesser race

and although i'm young and simple, and hopelessly uncool
i cant help but think, i'd be cool if i was with you.




damn you 1993.


Friday, September 11, 2009

vikki blows

you make me feel insecure and inferior.

but you are gorgeous.


Monday, September 7, 2009


you weirdos.

according to mamma, mr. K is gonna love me.

what with my vivid understanding of Hamlets personality.

only 20 more classes til the weekend!

and going to H&B for those crazy fat loss supplement things.

i just saw an ad for a new hospital drama series called "nurse jackie"
my god, ever since ER the hospital dramas have exploded.
theyre everywhere!
and criminal dramas.
but i adore criminal dramas so i'm cool with that.


Sunday, September 6, 2009

Be a better person.

ok, the problems i'm going to fix are:

1.Stop caring about people i dont like.
i have a terrible problem of fixating on people i dont like, well, sometimes, if i really really don't like somebody and everything they do gets really under my skin, i let it, i cant just ignore them. from now on, i will try to be more relaxed and not care.

2.keep the healthy thing going
cuz it was going so well in the its fucked up a bit. but nevertheless, i will try to persevere, and buy those weird fat burning things Crack Whore got in holland and barret.

3.Stop watching movies with really hot geeky guys in them.
because no geeks are like that and its giving me false hope.

4.Really try at 5th year.
so i probably shouldnt be writing this and doing my homework but whatevz.

5. Really really try at the portfolio.
i belong in NCAD.

6. Become a better judge of charachter.
many of my friends have been selfish and only wanted me when they needed me, and i have a bad problem with talking to people who are really psycho but i cant tell until someone points it out.

Friday, September 4, 2009

hello tuesday kid.

feel free to poke around and be nosy, i just never expected people to follow this one..

i'm talking to an awful shallow boy atm, about his stubble growing abilities.



hello tuesday kid.

i'm not meant to have followers on this.

but anyways, i went to da cineema wit romeo and turkish delight and saw inglorious basterds, lots of nazis, lots of english subtitles, lots of killing.
all in all tres tres bien.

i'm sitting in a bathrobe atm, with tea and toast, actually i havent made the tea yet.
dyou know that boiling a kettle wastes lots and lots of electricity?
would it be more efficient to just use a pot an stick it on the stove?
i had to do that once when the power went out and i wanted a cuppa, it was kinda fun
more fun then just flicking the little switch.

x x