Wednesday, December 1, 2010

My very strange dreams from last night which I have struggled to remember.

I was walking through a shopping centre where I live, which is a bit desolate now, wearing a gold jacket, and it fell on the ground and some man took it, so I went back to take it off him and he started chasing me for it, so I ran everywhere, and hid behind a van and got some woman to distract him with her sexy woman curves, then I ran some more, and ran into his family who started trying to catch me, so I broke into a house and explained carefully to the owners and they were fine with it, and then I ran into the mans mother and when I said it was my jacket she was like "oh ok then"
somewhere in all that I passed some girl I knew but I don't really know, if you get me? kissing some boy and I said well, and asked if I could borrow her jumper later because my jacket was stolen and she said ok. It was a boys black and green weird hoodie..

I was in a shower with Anais Mitchell

and I was at a gig in this venue where I live, in town, and the back end of the building was infact this massive alley/corridor thing, and this guy I kissed once was wearing this awful jacket he has and we were laughing at him.. there was more to that but I can't remember..

I was playing football in what looked like a giant school sports hall but the walls were grey and the ground was sort of like a raised platform, and I was playing football with 2 boys I know, but with a tennis ball instead, and it turned out the tennis ball was poisoned or something and it killed/seriously injured the goalee, and then it flashed to this troubled looking punky angsty teen who was being questioned by mac and the curly woman from CSI NY the boy said he liked playing bad cop, which is why he left clues or something like that. And the cell he wanted to be in was one that all these famous killers had been in, called like a41 or something, and then it went to this flashback of one of the killers who was "the original hitler" or something, and it was all these cute 50's people (but they were weird cartoons) sailing in canoos across an ocean to get to this lovely holiday resort island, and then when they crossed the border into the waters of this island it was all stormy and it was actually the most awful island ever, and the only food were the pies from Sweeney Todd, and just other awful food in general and they were all treated badly..

and then I woke up, and I don't know what happened next.
These were all intertwined somewhat, I just can't remember how..

Sunday, October 24, 2010

Sun Sun Sun

You have such little eyes,
and I such little nails

I miss Mollieeeee.
And I feel sad but happy at the same time.
Only sad now but happy tomorrow.

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

Counting time wasted.

I think I'd die if you knew.
It would be secretly lovely but we don't live in the lovely mind movies in my head and I would just look strange.
Its funny you never knew.

Saturday, September 4, 2010

I think I wrote a song, with actual chords and stuff.

It just came out, like word vomit.

Do you believe that theres treasures in the ocean?

that big old smile is all you wore.
One kiss from you, and I'm drunk up on your potion.
did I say I'm just a boy..
you can hold me to that

Sunday, August 29, 2010

I really am so silly sometimes

All this over nothing!
Well not nothing, extreme un-nothing.

It's not so scary.

Sunday, July 18, 2010

If there is a god

He will work something out for me, before I leave.

Saturday, July 17, 2010

I just read through all my old posts on this

It's nice, kind of.

This is my secretly honest blog, where I talk about deep things but try to hide it so nobody knows what I'm talking about.

Magic, intense, lovely face.
I hope I'm not imagining you.
I don't know whether to wish for your enlightenment, or stay hidden.


Second glance?

I hope.

Wednesday, July 7, 2010


come on guys :(

Saturday, June 12, 2010

Sunday, May 23, 2010


i've been seeing things from your point of view
so much so, i'm lost in your shoes
running backwards, forwards, to and fro
but i still cant seem to find a door.

Saturday, May 15, 2010

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

Hello new follower!

Can't remember her name, but she's in uni and she's 19.

I'd really love to be able to talk to this person more.. because they make me smile lots.
I'm not sure how they feel about it.. but they make me laugh and theyre really cute and brilliant and lovely.


Saturday, May 1, 2010

Monday, April 19, 2010

I didn't realise I had new followers

I may infact have just forgotten about them.

However! While i was visiting ones blogspot, (hello, notRuairi) I stumbled on another, A Chick Named Hermia
And I love love love it and I saw she had this huge list of things she wants to do and I've always meant to do that so, I'm ditching homework to make my list.Of things I want to achieve.


I'm going to use different font to distinguish properly.

1. Learn to cook, and hold a dinner party.

2. Go to a party where they have a photobooth.

3. Go to a burlesque show

4. Put on a burlesque performance.

5. Yell "Penis" in a park.

6. Run a kissing booth.

7. Road trip.

8. Interrailing.

9. Learn to speak French. Thats an important one!

10. Become a cool indie socialite for 5 minutes.

11. Live in a tree(house) for a while. At least a week.

12. Same with a cute trailer.

13. And a houseboat.

14. Have gappy legs.

15. Be a musician, for a little bit.

16. Write and direct either a short film or a full length feature.

17. Go to the cinema alone.

18. Go skinny dipping in somebody elses pool.

19. Flash oncoming cars. With a mask on of course.

20. Be in a flash mob.

21. Protest.

22. Get kissed on Valentines.

23. Go for a day out with a random stranger.

24. Tell every person I know exactly what I feel about them.

25. Throw a rave.In a warehouse.

26. Meet Matthew Gray Gubler, and Adam Brody.

27. Be a MILF.

28. Be a hot weather girl.

29. Be in a tabloid.

30. Write something.

31. Read some intelligent books.

32. Get on a bus and get off at a random stop.

33. Busk, or partake in some sort of street performance.

34. Design clothes. And be mentioned as one to watch at fashion week.

35. Be in the cool crowd.

36. Learn to knit.

37. Write letters to people.

38. Leave a note in a book, in a library, park bench, restaurant, or whatever.And include my email address.

39.  Sip coffee and talk about philosophy in Paris.

40. Go in search of a midnight kiss.

41. Learn to dance. Properly, like jazz dancing.

42. Invent an ice lolly, or ice cream.

43. Fly.

44. Go to a drive-in theatre.

45. Find sushi that I like, and eat it often.

46. Be in an episode of a csi/detective drama.

47. Be on a best dressed list.

48. Stay out all night.

49. Leave a disposable camera at a party, and see what pictures I get after.

50. Drink cocktails with Holden Caulfield.

I'll stop at 50 for today!

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Its really awful

Because this is the third time I've been in this position and I still don't know what to do about it.

And you're awful because it seems everytime you decided I'm nice again I'm in the exact same position...!

Saturday, April 3, 2010

I'm 300 lbs, into bondage, and i like Hello Kitty.

                                                     Amazing amazing amazing movie.

Saturday, March 6, 2010

Today was quite lovely.

i'll write an account on this blog because i've been ignoring it as of late.

poor little unwanted blog.

today i bought some cracker jack, i felt like holly golightly! my prize wasnt so great, but i'll treasure it still.

my girly day with rufus didnt turn out as well as plannes, but it was still so lovely, in a funny unconventional way.

silly girl said the wrong date of birth, and was greedy! and we talked and had really awful food, uncooked chips and a knickerbocker glory that was basically hard pineapple chunks in melted soupy chocolate ice cream, and under set jelly.


Wednesday, February 17, 2010

oh goooood

i dont like when i have to go to sleep not feeling very happy.


i wish i could be like that.
and have that.

because i'd like to have that, and have them.
and i feel kind of resentful.
but thats not nice.

Saturday, January 16, 2010

I'd love a big, conflicting, unpredictable sort of romance.

Saturday, January 9, 2010

Sunday, January 3, 2010

debs tomorrow

And i am nervous and stressed! hair, bag, etc...
i promised i would be skinny this year, yet i am eating crisps, hmm...

also, boy thing was a dead end.
but thats ok..

i had a weird dream last night! started off with their being dinosaurs or something in Haggardstown, then it switched to me somehow meeting jedward on the street where the Roma is, and then me starting to talk to edward, then we were on a train and i was sitting with edward being all pally and kissing and stuff.
bit odd.
then, i was in school in irish class....